tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post4194807571083717725..comments2024-03-27T10:47:11.279+00:00Comments on Sapiens Anonym: lazarus tl;dr'sLephthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17957644118179379305noreply@blogger.comBlogger86125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-77867331287644637082013-07-21T01:01:32.625+01:002013-07-21T01:01:32.625+01:00I have tracked you down on the internet because a ...I have tracked you down on the internet because a friend is making an Eclipse Phase character in your image. He says your NPC will be one of the progenitors of the scum swarm our first story arc will be dealing with. You are living a uniquely leveraged life on the edges of what's possible, an intrepid explorer. Legends are now being written about you. <br /><br />My depressive episodes are easier managed than yours. I can't imagine what it feels like that far down. But know that complete strangers are pulling for you to live for selfish reasons of our own. flamingswordhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835950483421731noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-65296584141615578182013-07-21T00:57:30.382+01:002013-07-21T00:57:30.382+01:00I have tracked you down on the internet because a ...I have tracked you down on the internet because a friend is making an Eclipse Phase character in your image. He says your NPC will be one of the progenitors of the scum swarm our first story arc will be dealing with. You are living a uniquely leveraged life on the edges of what's possible, an intrepid explorer. Legends are now being written about you. <br /><br />My depressive episodes are easier managed than yours. I can't imagine what it feels like that far down. But know that complete strangers are pulling for you to live for selfish reasons of our own. flamingswordhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17423835950483421731noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-35346676991566700342013-04-29T14:19:29.291+01:002013-04-29T14:19:29.291+01:00Just watched some of your talk from TheVerge artic...Just watched some of your talk from TheVerge article posted back in August, real cool stuff.<br /><br />We all need human contact. If you need any extra I'm on steam. ghostinthecodeAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-88092548468493537492012-10-24T17:54:42.510+01:002012-10-24T17:54:42.510+01:00somthing els that may interest you is more for me ...somthing els that may interest you is more for me working but i think you may like the idea a voltage detector wand for ac good quality construction already surface mount and when removed from the case you buy it in the board is actually quiet small 10mm wide by 35mm long all in minus the battery this could be relapsed by lithium cell and charge loop for induction encapsulated and replace the on/off switch in the circuit with a reed switch this could be put inside the body and turned on and off with on of the magnets in your fingers the led would light up through the skin when near an ac field as it is supost to hell the dam thing is virtually made already when bought and is say 30 quid ish also thare is a dc detector version as well is a hack worth considering if ya ask me not to mention usefulEdennoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-11437045331258564142012-10-24T17:07:11.165+01:002012-10-24T17:07:11.165+01:00ok had a look at the northpaw circuit it requires ...ok had a look at the northpaw circuit it requires karnaugh mapping to get the i/o to a minimum re select surface mount components aaa to the req io <br /> lose the motors in faver of gold micro ribon and micro led or fractal aerial pads to stimulate nervs at req voltage as to be felt encapsulate the whole thing in a gold case probable be able to use scrap jewelry to make this bit pricy but the best way to go insulated from the case a fractal printed arial on its surface would enable induction charging from a pad external to your body karnaugh mapping is deff required to miniturise this device and a full aaa surface mount rebuild along with newer smaller ic chips and aaa surface mount components it should be posable to make your southpaw hows that grab ya or am i pissing in the wind an ye am qualified to also maybe just one pad instead of 8 just for north would be even better for disine buld and sise and simpler functionality not to mention power consumption.so pot the whole thing in resin and shell made of 9ct gold is as chep and viable as u could doo it and it work and not be rejected by ya bodyEdennoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-78299364571484119502012-10-22T19:47:03.627+01:002012-10-22T19:47:03.627+01:00oooo er ok mm lot to read here 7 months ago came a...oooo er ok mm lot to read here 7 months ago came across ya on the web interestin espeshaly the neo fingers that interests me thats how i ended up here wharever that is so what kind of sensation do you get from mains cables in the wall or other things how far away do you start to feal the emf looking at duin this myself shit er duno what els to say oh i put this link up for gold plated magnets as i think its ideal what you say like to no seeing as you are the only one i no who has dun it http://www.first4magnets.com/therapy-magnets-12-c.asp hope you are well an ye me spelling suks :PEdennoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-63680973697782489332012-09-28T16:29:50.023+01:002012-09-28T16:29:50.023+01:00Read this just now. You are an inspiration for man...Read this just now. You are an inspiration for many of us, we would be sad to see you go.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17925599980839847647noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-50005142561075355642012-09-07T13:05:47.456+01:002012-09-07T13:05:47.456+01:00A little late I know, time is a funny thing, both ...A little late I know, time is a funny thing, both with Internets and internal mental spaces.<br /><br />Lepht hang in there, depression is both well and spring. Middle people like me watched your lecture at 27C3 enthralled and mildly disturbed. Humanity is the richer for your presence.<br /><br />Ian MackIan Mackintoshhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15489435583674152611noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-83325766272517217372012-08-13T05:38:05.758+01:002012-08-13T05:38:05.758+01:00Glad to see you're still here. I'm *much* ...Glad to see you're still here. I'm *much* less active within ##biohack on freenode and the forums at discuss.biohack.me than I used to be due to life changing as it is wont to do, but I want you to know that you sparked a lasting interest in me and helped encourage me to make a small contribution to the community. For that I will always be grateful, because doing nothing is too easy. Life doesn't always feel worth it, but please keep going.MrWizrd@biohack.mehttp://discuss.biohack.menoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-58631849038537891342012-07-27T18:34:09.363+01:002012-07-27T18:34:09.363+01:00I tried to kill myself three years ago, and a frie...I tried to kill myself three years ago, and a friend said, "If we weren't so close, I wouldn't even consider you worth speaking to right now. I have no respect for people who can't handle life."<br /><br />It meant more than I care to admit in most company.<br /><br />Cheers.Alluvialnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-23245837514522086322012-07-27T06:19:21.859+01:002012-07-27T06:19:21.859+01:00I think I know a Miami realtor who wants some blac...I think I know a Miami realtor who wants some black mold spores mailed to each of his listings....<br />Maybe some termite eggs too for good measure.<br /><br />Hows that for cute information?Director Xhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14890407214554902388noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-34402623175239533412012-07-27T04:13:11.531+01:002012-07-27T04:13:11.531+01:00I've only learned of your existence recently, ...I've only learned of your existence recently, and already you are a big role-model of mine. You are a fantastically brilliant individual and the world needs more people like you.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-85589835415452070372012-07-23T09:51:49.943+01:002012-07-23T09:51:49.943+01:00Maybe you guys are interested in this:
ISSUE #2:...Maybe you guys are interested in this: <br /><br />ISSUE #2: BIO/HARDWARE HACKING<br /><br />http://peerproduction.net/issues/issue-2/<br /><br />Would be great if somebody could post it over at biohack.me, as I am not a registered user there.<br /><br />Cheers,<br />N.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-41709954757024054222012-07-16T22:19:57.540+01:002012-07-16T22:19:57.540+01:00I cannot say how happy I am that you are here stil...I cannot say how happy I am that you are here still, if you find the mail I sent you a few months ago, well I was a bit manic then, so you are free to ignore it if you wish.<br /><br />I've been having that type of depressive episode myself once, we apparently had one thing in common in that, which I will tell to my doctors the next time I see them: seroquel, it is supposed to be active in your system for 6-12 months and the obvious side effects of just one are quite strong in them selves, the less obvious well, I hope that they stop giving drugs with that long a wait from that you stop taking them until they stop affecting you.Zorbeltusshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14358111508227860712noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-12242561976759270962012-07-14T02:37:43.179+01:002012-07-14T02:37:43.179+01:00good luck
it's not over now you'll have to...good luck<br />it's not over now you'll have to deal with life<br />also, read mails if you need supportAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-1261654337954118002012-07-12T18:07:46.543+01:002012-07-12T18:07:46.543+01:00Please stay around. I won't say cliché shit li...Please stay around. I won't say cliché shit like "It all gets better", but I will say that you should hang out for a while. Lots of people care.Unknownhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00973271388601735395noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-80055374163875198802012-07-11T15:48:27.619+01:002012-07-11T15:48:27.619+01:00Stay alive!Stay alive!Will Mayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11307726180310118947noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-73570383911588031822012-07-10T12:29:21.978+01:002012-07-10T12:29:21.978+01:00Who are you? You're an old friend from univer...Who are you? You're an old friend from university! Who am I? I tried to find myself through computer programming, but I still couldn't grasp any coherence in life, so I moved on to other things. That's my own personal bullshit, but it explains why I haven't been working on the things we used to talk about, and hence how I disappeared from your circles.<br /><br />It's been so long since I've seen you and I've no idea of how your self developed. Thus, here is how I remember you from long ago. Perhaps it will awaken deeper memories; find the self that is stored in long term memory.<br /><br />The first occasion we met was to discuss computer hacking. I asked if you wanted to meet up to code a thing, but you shot me down. I suspected that you thought I was hitting on you because you have boobs. In truth, I really wanted to work with you on computers because you're clever. I never mentioned it, for I was poor at vocalising objections at the time; now I am incredibly fucking direct! Which is exactly the trait that you exhibited there. To be upfront and direct is entirely positive, and that's what you were.<br /><br />You used to pour whisky in your coffee that you'd drink before class. No-one would know than those you would tell. I suspect you often played esoteric games, though I would have missed them as my attendance was rare. Still I mused on your habits at the time and I think you had a few reasons. Obviously, first, because whisky. Secondly, to have a secret that divided you from the rest. Thirdly, when revealed to others who were hip, they would see their hip mirrored in yours. Then you could hang with groovy people. In short, you were an absurd yet adorable hipster; too cool a cat for the square crew; sitting there with your massive head-phones listening to industrial and playing with the magnets in your fingers.<br /><br />You came to my 21st. On this evening I drank a lot of booze VERY quickly, snogged a dude, fell out with my girlfriend, vomited, and felt, looked and was completely awful. I upset you in an unusual manner, I remember, when I played some piano. You voiced envy of my (shockingly abysmal) skills. Anger and envy are powerful drives. They're not always pretty, but they have indubitably kicked my arse into getting stuff done. In any case, envy is preferable to apathy and ugliness is preferable to an evanescence of your dreams. What better fuel for the ambitions of a young person with smarts?<br /><br />Who are you now, Lepht?<br /><br />Who am I now? I'm rather fucked up, but I now have many positive traits. Being a good person is so difficult, but nowadays I really try to be lovely. I drink an awful lot less too. I'm reaching for my musical ambitions and still doing my degree.<br /><br />If you need a friend, I'm here. I have a couple of new blogs, in case that's a good starting point for banter. <a href="http://ne-fiasco.blogspot.com" rel="nofollow">ne-fiasco</a> covers the fucking disastrously stupid and hilarious things I've done. I also have a writing blog called <a href="http://tiny-postcard.blogspot.co.uk/" rel="nofollow">tiny postcards</a> where I practise various forms.<br /><br />Drop me a comment, or a mail. If you want to meet up, that's cool; I still live in the city. If not, that's also cool. I don't mind, for I know I'm a difficult person.<br /><br />Thanks for keeping my lyric up on your banner. You made it into another, in a jazzy number called Flattery:<br /><br />“Her tattoo is a gift;<br />I am flattered by it.<br />Inked on some maddened night.<br />Our relationship is<br />meaningless and shit,<br />wrecked by being fucked all the time. “<br /><br />Worry not, Lepht, those last three lines are about someone else. Blurring people together is a technique I use to develop more ideas.<br /><br />Yours mnemonically,<br />Johnny.Moray Jaundicehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02561051343799914762noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-3118842098578769912012-07-10T12:24:16.129+01:002012-07-10T12:24:16.129+01:00This comment has been removed by the author.Moray Jaundicehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02561051343799914762noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-63410121311966183842012-07-10T04:14:26.071+01:002012-07-10T04:14:26.071+01:00Hi, it't nice to finally hear from you, I have...Hi, it't nice to finally hear from you, I have been checking your blog every week and I am glad that you are still here. I don't have much to say to you this time.... But I just want to wish you the best of luck in getting out of it. I don't know you, I have never seen you, sand vice versa but know this, I have been touched by you and your work in one way or another, you have inspired me to do things and I cant thank you enough for that. This is starting to sound like a babble but I am saying whatever I am thinking without a filter on my thoughts here... forgive me for that... Anyway, hang on in there friend, don't do anything stupid to yourself or any of us or anyone that is near and dear to you... I know that you probably couldn't give a horse's ass about any a stranger on the internet but thats ok... I dont that from anyone... Whatever you are doing and whatever you do is awesome... please keep being awesome and I wish you the best of luck with getting back on track....Meticulous Geekhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12502967612655192860noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-67542271706941085732012-07-09T01:29:07.163+01:002012-07-09T01:29:07.163+01:00You don't have to be sorry. You just have to l...You don't have to be sorry. You just have to live. I know depression and I also know there's a path out of it too. Hang on :)Imranhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08026513288536172937noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-21449398654403910192012-07-07T11:47:20.496+01:002012-07-07T11:47:20.496+01:00Hey Lepht,
I'm glad you came to your senses a...Hey Lepht,<br /><br />I'm glad you came to your senses again. Listen, I'm not one of those mushy, teary-eyed, I-love-you-so-much-Lepth, group-hug fellows. But I'm willing to listen, so drop me a mail at top-rob(at)web.de <br />I probably won't be able to offer you much advice... or good advice... (Here is some: Don't fucking kill yourself! It's bad for your health...) On the other hand, before you get stupid again and try to off yourself, you might as well give me a try.<br />Cheers, girlCavemannoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-33577421279408785452012-07-05T10:57:56.737+01:002012-07-05T10:57:56.737+01:00i don't really read your blog on a regular bas...i don't really read your blog on a regular base, but i've stumbled across it today, again.<br /><br />i've watched your talk at the ccc some years ago and enjoyed it, as it showed a whole new section of hacking to me. one i have not thought of in that depth before. thank you :)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-65802542783179517832012-06-29T09:18:50.835+01:002012-06-29T09:18:50.835+01:00i'm glad you're still here. [:i'm glad you're still here. [:Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4667295582801858613.post-54643280518468763562012-06-27T19:52:47.363+01:002012-06-27T19:52:47.363+01:00Lepht,
First, so glad that you decided, unconscio...Lepht,<br /><br />First, so glad that you decided, unconsciously or not, to stay.<br /><br />Second, such beautiful textual expression even with the pain and uncertainty.<br /><br />I admire and respect the adventures you pursue in spite of the scares along the way (I've battled depression with mixed success my whole life - fortunately I'm getting better at it; it's no longer the most likely thing to kill me).<br /><br />By the way, I'm writing a novel in which one of the two most important characters, inhabiting the near future, holds you in high regard as her inspiration, an experimenter _in extremis_ (as in Newton and his eyeball investigations).<br /><br />Thank you for pursuing what many can't or won't.<br /><br />Kesho ZetoAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com