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i promised a personal update so here we go, i'm doing my best here. i hate sounding whiny which is definitely something i've been gu...

i'm completely broke, sadly. this month my partner is no longer employed so much much more of my income needs to go on food and bills an...

i need to use this blog more. i kind of stopped because it felt like a biohacking-only blog and while i've been ill there's been fu...

it will probably be christmas day by the time most of you read this, or later. i hope you have or had a good day wherever you were or whate...

once again i find myself apologising for the lack of blog-related content. the last two months or so have been utterly hectic: as you know, ...

i finally got my arse in gear and installed Linux back onto this machine. amazing how much faster the OS runs than Windows, especially if yo...

so i've been waiting for months and months to see an autism specialist here in Bristol, and i finally got to see one for three sessions ...

okay some new things have happened and it is time to stop neglecting the blog and actually tell people something! hooray. first some bad n...

i did something pretty stupid today. i couldn't sleep last night, even with all this in my veins, and i just kept thinking of Muad-Dib. ...

i feel pretty goddamn shitty. i'm still at my mum's - i'll be here until September 2014 at the earliest - and i'm still comp...

i guess i ought to explain what actually happened with Muad-Dib now that i can sort of talk about it. even now it still makes my hands shake...

okay so i've seen all your comments more or less, but there's too many for me to adequately respond to right now including all the m...

i'm not dead. anymore. i feel like i have been. didn't move, didn't eat, didn't talk or communicate with anyone but Muad-Dib...

erm, sorry about that last post there. it did let up after a while and i was able to sleep after trying the whole (Internet videos + hot bat...

i'm a wee bit frightened right now. i'm hearing things that aren't there. sure i see things that aren't real from time to ti...

progress report: see shrink today, ought to have a slightly better dose of meds tomorrow as the starting 35mg is now causing some serious pr...

almost. new medication doing incredibly well, should updose this week. glad to see all the support, will jump in on discussions / answer que...

so it's been about two weeks since the latest medication change. i won't bother you with the details; you all knew how little the Su...

seeing another specialist now, the psychologist i was referred to a while back. we're still in the initial review stage with one more ap...

All Hallows' Eve in the Silver City, and everyone under the age of 40 is getting wasted right outside my house. all the males are dresse...