27.9.10

fuck this shit

sibs, i already typed a long post about the painful withdrawal i'm currently in and why, and it will have to fucking wait. Blogger, the shitty engine that it is, is fucking me over and in the state i am in i have bitten my arm bleeding out of frustration.

i will not be in the Wired for the next couple of days, since my access is intermittent and my time entirely consumed in trying not to kill myself. a cure is forthcoming. i will explain more when i'm more capable.

L

edit: post is below. i am seriously about to punch a bitch.

13 comments:

Max said...

I'm here to tell you that we're not going to let you pussy out of life because of withdrawal, now that you've got us all hooked with all your biohacking and transhumanism and baby-eating. Either you survive or we'll have to artificially keep you alive in a zombie-like state as a body controlled by a slab of meat with the computation power of a loaf of corn bread.

On second thought, that's probably what you'll be like once you're through that withdrawal and on your new wonder drug anyway...

Kuro said...

Shitsux. Good luck.

Ian said...

Wow, you haven't posted in twelve days. That must be one hell of a withdrawal you're going through--hope you come out of it in one piece, man.

~Ian

H+ Guy said...

Well, this isn't looking good for lepht. Heres a bit of possible future tech for if you feel like it.
Hope you're alright.

H+ Guy said...

oops, forgot the link http://conversations.nokia.com/2010/09/28/beyond-morph-a-vist-to-nokia-research-centre-cambridge/

Lepht said...

okay, okay, it lives and returns to reply to your comments. post coming soon.

Max - you tell me i'm pussying out of life again, i'm gonna flounce and quit DeviantArt forever. you don't wanna keep the meat alive artificially. it takes a lot of conscious work to keep it from being quite viscerally disgusting, you know.

and i'm not zombied out on this drug; i had some trouble with it at the start, and then got ill, as i'll explain later.

Kuro - thankyou.

Ian - it was rather tough this time, but i'm fine now, and will resume services as promised. thanks for the concern. i appreciate all of you thinking about me even when i neglect you for weeks on end.

H+ Guy - hold your fucking horses, it ain't dead yet. thanks for the article, anyway.

when i do die, you can all come to the City and fight over who gets what stuff, i promise. you will have to arm-wrestle Muad-Dib for my H.R. Giger pendant, though.

L

Ian said...

out of, um, curiosity, is Muad-Dib a good arm wrestler?

~Ian

Lepht said...

yes, yes he is. he's six foot even, and pretty skinny for a man, but he's wiry as fuck and none of our friends can beat him at arm-wrestling (the burliest of them, our bass-singing pseudo-housemate J, tied after ten minutes). he can pick me up deadweight from the floor and carry me around like i weighed nothing.

i am hopelessly in love with that man. i think he'd get on pretty well with you all.

L

Max said...

Oh noes. Please don't quit DeviantArt! I wouldn't be able to survive without your wonderful catgirl carbon copies, or your wonderful Sonic + Twilight mashups where everyone sparkles.

So in order to beat Muad-Dib I need cybernetic muscles with about the power density of the muscles of a chimpanzee? Crap, haven't gotten that down yet. I think I'm going to leave the pendant to one of you guys, and take the programming rig and the drugs instead.

Well I'm going to trust you in your judgment about our compatibility with Muad-Dib, and who knows, maybe we'll all meet up for street pimm's one day when this project is over. That is, assuming it ever reaches completion.

Ian said...

That would actually be nice, to have all of us meet up sometime. It would be ridiculously difficult to coordinate, but it would be nice.

Lepht said...

Max - I NEED PAGEVIEWS. I NEED THEM TO LIVE. (Lepht's will, part seven: weed, Valium, MDVP and bupe to Max.)

i would very much like a transhumanist meetup, even if it would compromise my pseudonymity. however, it would probably be best to meet after there is a physical prototype. the project may be slow, since i only have so much free time, but i swear on my grave i will get it completed.

L

Max said...

I may not be able to attend, but...
idea:
All sapes who can, meet up at 27C3?

Lepht said...

i don't see why not. you're all free to come ask me things / be asked things after the talk.

L